I awakened to the news that the Thirteenth Doctor is to be a woman, played by Jodie Whittaker. I am really happy for the sake of representation, but I feel a little bit like I'm reeling anyway. When I was younger I was resistant to the idea, but addressing internalized misogyny and just growing up have paved the way for me to be not-unhappy about this development. However, it just really does feel like this bigger change for me than I know how to process at the moment, even though I know I'll probably welcome her with open arms when I see her in action. Now if only I would finish watching the middle episodes of S10.