I'm sorry you're dread is wrecking your weekend. Are they rough on you?

Adulting is hard, I think, because we expect so much out of ourselves. I've met some people recently who are 10/15 years older than me and seem like they've never cared to put out much effort, and are fine with what I (am trying but failing not to judge as) being underachievers. It's such a different mind set that I'm astounded.