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we_protect_each_other ([personal profile] we_protect_each_other) wrote2017-10-15 02:29 am
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This is how I have felt all day. I feel so grossly incompetent to return to my job on Monday after this fall break. When I can breathe through it, I think maybe it's gonna be just fine. I'll be tired but maybe more prepared for this nine weeks. But then I experience the terror again. Why is being an adult so hard? I want to work closer to home so, so, so badly.
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[personal profile] butterflydreaming 2017-10-15 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry you're dread is wrecking your weekend. Are they rough on you?

Adulting is hard, I think, because we expect so much out of ourselves. I've met some people recently who are 10/15 years older than me and seem like they've never cared to put out much effort, and are fine with what I (am trying but failing not to judge as) being underachievers. It's such a different mind set that I'm astounded.